i loved Heechul since Thursday, August 19, 2010

i was thinking to make a project in twitter.
and that group will all about the impossible loveteams, like EunChul.
i was thinking if i should made a impossible loveteam group on twitter but i have to create a unique name.
or it will be all about EunChul. EunChul only no more loveteams, like MinWook, or KyuHae.
yeah that's my project.
but before i start, i have to ask questions's first if they like impossible love teams.
because i don't want my group to be dead all the time. no updates, no everything.
and this will not be only in twitter, i will create a blogspot website and a tumblr too.
and a formspring for questions.
and i was thinking to make a livejournal for the group too for you know, fanfics.
because i can't find any EunChul fanfics on livejournal. so i will make one.
yes, this project is 100% might came true.
if you have any ideas, suggestions, comments...please let me know...^^
that's all keke~♥

fangirls are not evil. ♥

i loved Heechul since Thursday, August 12, 2010

right now, i have only one single dream. no, i have three dreams exactly,
but it should be 4 because 4 is the most powerful (and most, not so gettable dream)
one, i want to have my own room, own television, own laptop, own desk, own dresser, own cabinet, own bathroom, own aircon, own wall, own bookshelf, eveything! i want to have it right now! before i become old! because when i get old its not suit for me to have a teen room.

Second dream, of course i want to go to korea. you know, i want more than that..i want to marry Kim Heechul. or Alexander, or Sungmin, or Yesung....or Key. i wanna marry them. if only wishes do come true. why not? but there are lot fo girls will wish for that.

third i want to be beautiful. i am fat, short and messy hair, ugly face. "not-taking-care-of-myself" and my voice is so huge! you won't understand anything to me. and i wish i am smart, i wanna go to high school again, because i want to study hard! so that i could go to a university...

and lastly, the most powerful dream and so hard to get. is to have everything, that i did not do anything. like a "poof!" and you have all those. i want to have a house not a room. and in a house they have eveything that i want. i wanna be beautiful, with out feeling any pain, if needed try making me sleep and the next morning i am so beautiful. and make me go to university by paying the university some big cash.

i want all those...i am tired of imagining all of them. i want them now....but this is not a fairytale land. i could not get all those things. we really don't have fairy god mother. we are just people, and we are the one's who shall make our dream come true. but my dream is hard to get? by the way, how is it possible for someone like me to make Heechul fall in love with me? it's impossible right? so dream 2 its a NO NO!
fangirls are not evil. ♥

i loved Heechul since Monday, August 9, 2010

I am just happy to see you from behind.
You know, i am just a fan...and i know you will not like me.
there are tons of girls that i know prettier than me.
but because i am stupid, i kept on dreaming that you and me together.
Because i am stupid, i always want to do the craziest things...
Because i am stupid, i always cry whenever i see you flirt thinking (why i should cry? you don't know me)

just like the song: Because I'm Stupid by SS501...

i am just like that..
I am stupid...
fangirls are not evil. ♥

i loved Heechul since Friday, August 6, 2010

I hear you breathe your lying close to me
the shadow's gone I enfold my peace (?)
You make me calm with you I'm safe and warm
Enlight by yourside are strength to the night till eternity that's the way it will be

And I wonder what you're dreaming of
You're so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything I need
Is lying here, in front of me

Oh yeah

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I always fiddle to you
Sometimes I think I might lose that all
Cause the chances so small
Cause ypu hold me close
I feel you near don't let go say you always be here
Just hold me tight and I'll be fine dreaming
You will always be mine

Just like the song
you make me warm inside
like a soft summer breeze
a moment to see so true
I won't stop loving you

And I wonder what you're dreaming of
You're so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything I need
Is lying here, in front of me

Oh no

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I always fiddle to you
Sometimes I think I might lose that all
Cause the chances so small
Cause ypu hold me close
I feel you near don't let go say you always be here
Just hold me tight and I'll be fine dreaming
You will always be mine

And I wonder what you're dreaming of
You're so peaceful when you sleep
Everything I want everything I need
Is lying here, in front of me

And if I ever lose my power to fly
Then your love takes me high
I always fiddle to you
Sometimes I think I might lose that all
Cause the chances so small
Cause ypu hold me close
I feel you near don't let go say you always be here
Just hold me tight and I'll be fine dreaming
You will always be mine

Dreaming
You will always be mine

Don't you know Kim Heechul, before i love you i got 3 biases before i loved you for real, when i first met Super Junior, i choose you as my bias because you are so funny, at that time i did not choose you because i really love you. i just choosed you. second i really fall for Cho Kyuhyun, but she is my sister biased. i fall for kyuhyun so much, that everytime my sister gets mad at me i cried. so i cannot love him, i changed my bias it's yesung my top 2 at that time, because whenever i say Kyuhyun my sis says Heechul so, i said Yesung. but i never loved Yesung, i love him as my second bias. and its hard to love a person you never really loved, as i knew about Ukiss. i fall for Alexander Lee Eusebio. did you know, the love i got for him is like the love i feel for Cho Kyuhyun? He is also my sis biased too in Ukiss, but i am willing to fight and never gave up on him.
but, when bonamana released. i finally see you, dancing on the whole song...you don't know how happy i am, it takes me at least 3 weeks or 5 weeks just to think up if i really should change bias...if i should pick you, because at that time...i am madly falling in love to you again....so much, so much, so much....at last....i finally decided...Goodbye Alexander, Hello Kim Heechul...it was June 18, the day that i finally decided to love you Kim Heechul, you are always be mine.
fangirls are not evil. ♥

i loved Heechul since Thursday, August 5, 2010

Manhi mangseolyeotjyo geudaeman boneun nal
Idaero saranghalsun eobnayo
Maeil geudae saenggak ddaemune ameuron
Ildo nan hal su ga eobseojyo
Geunal bam geudaeui mandeuli dangyeojin
Noraereul jeonhae deutgoseo
Seounhan gieokgwa chojohan namkajji
Modu da nokanaeryobeoryeotjyo
*(Nan geuraeyo)
Geudae jinam sarangboda
Ajik bujokhajiman geuradonal mideojullaeyo
**Geudaeyo naege sojunghan saram (naui sarama)
Geudae eobsi nan an dwil geot gata
Du nune damgil nae moseub
Mam soke gamjikhaejyeoyo
Yeongweoneul yaksokhaeyo geudae
Repeat * & **
Sesangi byeonhanda haedo
Urin byeonhameobtgetjyo
Uri idaer yeongwonhi duli
Uneuleul goeok hamyeonseo
Geudaeyo manhi saranghan geojya
Geudae eobsi nan an dwil geot gata~ oh~
Du nune damgil nae moseub
Mam soke gamjikhaejyeoyo
Yeongwonhi geudaeman saranghae
Yeongwonhi geudaeman saranghae

Translation

I’ve hesitated a lot.

I’ve kept my sight on you though I can’t love.

Since I keep thinking of you day by day,

I can do nothing.

That night, if the song deep in your heart has been heard.

All regrettable memories and frustrating thoughts would be meltdown.

*(That’s the way I am)

I love you even more,

Still, it’s not enough. Trust me ?

**You’re my precious girl (My baby)

Without you, I’ve no idea how is going on.

Deep down in both eyes, it comes from my heart.

May you cherish this in mind.

Eternity, I swear to you.
(Repeat * & **)

Whether the world keeps turning,

We’ll be constant.

We’ll be this way forever.

As recollection today

I just love you so much.

Without you, I’ve no idea how is going on.

Deep down in both eyes, it comes from my heart.

May you cherish this in mind.

Only you that I love forever.
Only you that I love forever.
fangirls are not evil. ♥